Friday, December 12, 2008

Friday morning, December 12 We Are Losing Her

I am sorry. It looks like despite more rest she is not returning to us. Marianna's breathing is labored, and she gets a faraway look, like she is not in the room anymore. We are losing her.

She goes to this other place, and then recognizes us, smiles, tell us she is OK, she is not in any pain, she loves us, and then goes back to the other place. And she gets the most beautiful look when she is there. It is not scary at all. Heartbreaking for us, yes, but she is happy, and peaceful, and it is a blessing to watch her there.

I am sorry that she cannot have visitors beyond family at this point. She knows you love her, she really does, we have spoken about it many times, and how blessed she has been by your love and friendship. Take strength in that, and know that we are praying for her friends just as her friends are praying for us. We are all in this transition together.

CW

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